Saturday, March 28, 2026

Book Fair Fascination: The Narrative of Nine Series - Part 1

The Narrative of Nine: Scholastic Book Fair Sensation and Inspiration


How two Scholastic Book Fair purchases inspired nine steps to create two lifelong passions. 


Introduction-

With enough time removed from being a student at the elementary level, nearly 14 to be exact, I can now realize how a library is often the most underappreciated location in an elementary school. This is from the perspective of a student in this environment, of course. To teachers, the value of a library serves many great purposes. High on the list of its offerings can simply be a calm void where silence is of the utmost importance for students to uphold. 

Back to the student perspective, from the ages of 5 to 10, when you learn that your weekly exploratory class schedule circled back around to “library day,” the groans and sighs returned to teachers, who bore such news, were palpable. I was met with them 3 years ago when I, filling in for several teachers, had to play the role of messenger, in addition to that of "substitute teacher.” Even worse? Being a substitute librarian and dealing with the sensitive student feelings from a majority of the class. They had a tendency to stick around beyond their teacher’s designated drop-off time. Usually, I was able to win them over, but still had a hard time thinking of why it took so much effort. Effort for those students to appreciate the library environment, and effort for me, as the leader of its space. As one with temporary status and little experience, I had to put myself back in the mindset of those I was in charge of supervising.

With my childhood memories readily available for this necessary attempt of self-alteration, my senses were heightened to a key 14-year evolution of learning techniques. While touch screens and iPads were coming into existence back in the late 2000s era I experienced, there was no sign of such technology in our school. Now? Every student is assigned to their own iPad device. Used to access a wide range of learning platforms for all subjects, the convenience of limiting papers and physical handouts has its benefits, sure. Yet the crutch it becomes is an unmistakable reality for all sides to consider. As someone who has assigned many forms of “busy work,” the device has a pacifier-like effect on those it is meant to keep occupied and entertained.

During my library assignment day, each student from every class had no such device in hand during their designated library time. Instead? Actual books, with a front and back cover, pages in between each, and a spine to keep them intact. Each student toted at least one or two, ranging from various sizes and genres. Seeing this, I understood my obligation to fill their session the “old-fashioned way.” This throwback approach was a challenge of a wholesome nature, which I wholeheartedly accepted. To me, the choice an individual student makes to select a book and invest their time in turning its page can say a lot. I thought of it as a great icebreaker opportunity for a one-on-one interaction, which would also fill a solid stretch of my time with the group.

When the class took their seats at the circular tables, I stood before them and let them know of two questions they would need to answer before exchanging their books for new ones. The questions began with “why” and “what” … Why did you choose the book? What did you learn from it? Their favorite part of this, I realized, was the answer requirement of one sentence or less. Short, sweet, and to the point. My favorite part? Seeing the pride in each student proclaiming their agency to select a book subject or genre that could lead to their investment. Agency and investment are two interconnected forces to make learning an enjoyable, worthwhile experience. At the elementary age level, however, students often have fewer opportunities for this kind of expression of self-interest in education. Thinking back to myself in this era of my academic journey, we did not know any difference. Even outside of school, it was a time where the endless choices of ways to fill time were not always at our disposal, as they are now in 2026.

I thought of this as each student, one by one, answered the question and went on their way to choose new books. When it was time for them to sit back down and begin their assignment, I roamed around the library, both monitoring the students and my own history in the very same space. Having been a student there myself, the memories were easily accessible in the room where, other than the floors, nothing much had changed. The library decor, once viewed as normal bore, now was along the lines of nostalgic lore. The periods of time where there was even the slightest difference in appearance were few and far between. This, I assumed, was the reason the Scholastic Book Fair week popped in my mind. I did not grasp just how much the themes of agency and investment sparked this trail of memories.

Occurring on an annual basis, there were many aspects to this weeklong opportunity to help spark and spread the buzz around school. As soon as the first promotional posters went up in our halls, featuring a colorful selection of some of the year’s top book selections, anticipation began building among us students. The obvious elements of intrigue began with the library’s transformation. On Monday of the designated book fair week, the display was our very own pop-up shop, filled with new book and poster selections, many of which were centered around the year’s latest topics and trends. While this inventory was more than enough to enhance our mystique, the process to access it all is what put things over the top. 

Students are always seeking moments out of the ordinary routine of a typical school day schedule. With the book fair week, we were given our chance to break away from the classroom on not just one, but multiple occasions. The first would occur toward the first part of the week, where teachers took their entire class to browse the book fair selection. It was then that students had a chance to spend their book fair money or scout out their desired items to purchase later in the week. I tended to do the latter. While, yes, I wanted to have a plan in place for the amount of money to bring, I was especially glad to retreat from the class and have the agency to invest in material I deemed desirable. The funds to do so, maxing out at no more than 10 dollars, were generously provided by my parents. Though it was not my cash, it was my choice, and most important, my responsibility to successfully complete the purchase process.

It is a pretty big deal to entrust any amount of money to an elementary-aged student. This seemed to turn those Scholastic Book Fair purchases into mini-miracles. The trust carried over to our teachers, as they were the ones who allowed students with money to leave class, at a designated time, and walk themselves to the book fair set-up. I now realize how, aside from having the chance to go shop at school, the thrill came from the responsibility of proving ourselves as capable stewards. This does not mean some common elementary age tendencies did not break through.

The Scholastic operation certainly provided a wide range of quality purchase options for students to enjoy. Yet not all of these were books, or could necessarily be deemed as beneficial products for a student to spend their allotted resources. In addition to the pop culture and sports posters hanging adjacent to the main book display, a table full of random knick knack item assortments could be found just beyond the fair’s entry and exit points. It was common knowledge that a lot of students would come back with their hands full of those items, as opposed to actual books. While this is a funny thing to reminisce about, it is far from the most impactful topic in my book fair memory category. It all comes down to the key purpose for this writing project; how lifelong passions can be discovered and enhanced through opportunities, such as the annual Scholastic Book Fair.

The promotion of literacy is not possible without first promoting a sense of joy around its idea. Joy is hard to come by when the desirable qualities of any topic are lacking. With the Scholastic Book Fair, there is an admirable quality for their operation to take it upon themselves to meet students where they are. This roadshow approach brings about a unique quality to the education experience. If students feel they lack the chances to ingratiate themselves with enjoyable and topical subjects in book form, the Scholastic Book Fair presents them with the satisfying process of selecting what piques their interest. When students are among the diverse range of not only mere products, but books ranging in various genres, lengths, and topics, it proves how there is something worth exploring for each and every individual. For me, as I begin my recount of the first of two book fair experiences, a brewing interest I had going into the fair was confirmed as legitimate and worthy of maintaining and, with the support of others, growing to unimaginable levels. 


Part 1 - The First Five Steps


February 2008

Presidential Dollars Coin Collecting Kit 

Background:

The opportunity had come for my 1st grade class to browse our school’s 2008 Scholastic Book Fair options. We were each given the chance to roam around the set-up with the self-guided approach. It often turned to a friend-guided one, as mini-groups would form by the time our allotted time came to an end. Whether we were scouting out our future purchases to make later that week, or if we were ready, with cash in hand, to do so then and there, it was a chance to express our interests to our fellow classmates. Our choice in exploring specific areas of the space would say a lot about our individual tastes and personal interests outside of school.

Though those mini groups formed among my classmates, I decided to keep to myself. While, yes, I was always quite comfortable with doing so, in this instance I felt as if there was no other choice to make. I was not comfortable sharing my newly developed fascination with Presidential history. A main reason for this, I now know, was the mere fact of it being different from many of the other common interests from my peers. 

During this time of book browsing, I am sure my preference of isolation made me easy to spot, from the perspective of my teacher. It was she who, in a hushed tone, raised her whisper loud enough to catch my attention. Her index finger indicated the direction she wanted me in. With the mindset of always assuming I had done something wrong when summoned by any figure of authority, my look of concern was noticeable enough for her to reassure that was not the case. My teacher’s expression turned to one of excitement, as if she was set to let me in on a secret of some kind. It turned out to be a good one, of course. While my teacher’s exact wording has escaped my mind in the past 18 years, her thoughtful sentiment never has. It was a moment where she might as well have said, “you are seen.”

What I could see was a book cover with the faces of 13 United States Presidents. The top portrait on the cover, in what seemed to appear as a highlighted color tone, standing out among the others, was my personal favorite president, John F. Kennedy. The faces of other notable presidents from various points in history filled the cover in a circular position. Under the headshot painting was an American flag to tie together a patriotic theme. From my initial look, the book title of Presidential Dollars Coin Collecting Kit went unnoticed. Instead, the faces I spent the prior months drilling into memory captured my focus and had me ready to explore the book’s pages. When I did, I was thrilled to find a full page dedicated to all of our country’s presidents, not just those on the cover. It was truly a bonus, along with the “coin collecting kit” portion at the book’s end section. 

When my teacher asked something along the lines of “what do you think?” My feelings were quite clear. At this point, I am sure she explained her idea to reserve the book for me to purchase at a later time, since I had yet to be entrusted with cash from my parents. I am not certain of my comprehension of her plan, as I was still fully immersed in the book. Before getting too in-depth with its content, my teacher’s idea became very clear when, using a sticky note and pen, my name was written and posted on the book’s front cover. At that point, I got it. Before too long, the book would be mine! 

This gesture from my teacher was more than reserving a book; it served the important purpose of validating my interest in its subject matter as something to be fully embraced. Thankfully, I did not have to wait long to consider my ownership of the book as official. That evening marked our school’s “book fair night.” The open-house-style event was an opportunity for families to share the joys of literacy promotion. For many parents joining their students, it also produced the peaceful feeling of a more secure book fair transaction with their inclusion. For me, it was the chance to proudly approach the yellow sticky note with my name on it, which, from my vantage point, stood out like a sore thumb among every other product. With the book tightly grasped in hand, I left the event in high spirits and went home to add it to my quickly growing collection of Presidential history.


Key Steps:

  1. New material and new information. 

The pace of my collection’s growth was all thanks to those closest to me and their continued recognition, and overall support, of my interest. Soon after the Scholastic Book Fair took its show to another school, the normal routine of being a 1st grader in 2008 resumed. This included a day full of hard work at school, hard play at recess, hard homework at home, and an easy reward of Disney Channel show watching. In between the school and home portion of my day was the few minutes spent in my mother’s car. The 5 minute car ride became my favorite part of the day and what I looked forward to the most. It was a portal back to my preferable environment. 

Every now and then, my mother would have a treat waiting for me next to my booster seat in the back of her car. For some students, this may have been in the form of a snack or sweet treat. My mother usually took a different, less messy and more healthy approach. Hers was one that led to more thought for me on the receiving end of the reading material she provided. In those days, the subject of any word I willingly read in an article or book was geared toward, you guessed it, the U.S. Presidents. More thought from those words had the power of mental construction, yet the new content physically constructed even more material for my collection.

This material had more of a visual appeal to me initially. The piece, titled “Presidential Trivia,” was part of the American Profile magazine publication, and lined up well with the upcoming Presidents’ Day holiday. Yet again, posted on its cover was my name. This time around it had been written by my grandmother, who came across the article and, aware of my budding interest in Presidents, thought to save it for me. The trend from the recent book fair experience continued when the magazine’s cover art earned my investment of attention. It was yet another collection of U.S. Presidents from various points in history, but this took the cover concept from the Presidential Dollars Coin Collecting Kit to another level. The illustration of every President grouped together, in full body form, with the White House in the background, was simply amazing. The well-designed image made it fairly close to a lifelike group photo of, at the time, all 43 presidents. Everything from their heights to the clothes they wore were illustrated with great detail. 

The names of each president in the illustration were listed under the cover artwork’s full view image within the magazine pages. Under the name heading was the “trivia” part of the profile, in the form of a single sentence fun-fact about each president. Suddenly armed with more information learned on my own time away from school, it was there where I would soon be given the chance to apply it, or so I thought.

  1. Presidents’ Day craft

Creativity is key in the world of elementary education. Both teachers and students are involved in this effort, of course. A teacher has the role of brainstorming a relative idea for their students. With it in place, it is up to the students to execute the idea according to the given instruction. In keeping with the order of this February 2008 timeline, the aforementioned President’s Day holiday was the opportune moment to commemorate it in a creative way. This tracked well with the usual holiday trend, where glue sticks were typically in higher demand.

Those instructions I speak of are usually quite clear, with the help of visual examples on the main whiteboard for all to see, along with their repeated verbalization. I was usually great at considering them as credible and would follow the guidelines to a tee. In this scenario, however, there was an issue. The all-important ingredient of “credibility” was lacking from my point of view. With the craft centered around two of the most popular presidents, Abraham Lincoln and George Washington, the finished product of their headshots and chest-up attire were there front and center for our reference. There appeared to be an issue, though. It was an issue none of my classmates, or even my teacher for that matter. They either did not notice or did not care. I was not sure which was worse.

The finished product of each President with a pencil-drawn smile, perfectly-shaped nose, and fine-tuned proportions were unlike any painting or photo I had seen of the two. I assumed it was a well-known fact that George Washington and Abraham Lincoln rarely, if ever, smiled for a portrait, and don’t even get me started about the nose. Come on, guys, get with it! This thought was at the core of my choice to go rogue with this craft project. There was great pride in choosing what I deemed to be a historically accurate result over an artistically pleasing one. Though my drawing of a less than perfect nose and frowned smile did not meet the standards of being displayed in our hallway, it satisfied my carefully constructed knowledge around the subject of presidential history. Though the structure was still relatively new in my mind, its components appeared to be quite strong.  

  1. Observational awareness 

The same grandmother I mention in the prior step is, of course, married to my grandfather, who happened to serve several terms as a North Carolina legislator. For him, this involvement has led to a life filled with connections built within the world of state government.  Many of those connections were made with key figures from our state’s history. In the home of my grandparents, there is a room filled with framed photos of some of those people, including their signature and personalized note to my grandfather, who was sometimes included in these photos. I always appreciated the time spent at their house and with this newfound history hobby, my enjoyment of their space was heightened.

I soon began to ask questions about the people I saw in those framed photos and the role they each had. Positions such as “senator,” "lieutenant governor,” “governor,” were floated around as answers to my inquiries. Yet before I sought out details on the unknown figures, I had quite a few for one individual who I had recently come to recognize quite well. This man, pictured shaking the hand of my grandfather with his can’t-miss smile, was our nation’s 39th President, Jimmy Carter. He also happened to be one of the 13 faces featured on the Presidential Dollars Coin Collecting Kit book’s front cover. To take in this interaction he had with my grandfather, from an event dating back to the late 1970s period, it left me fascinated in the purest sense.

By that point, I was able to recognize and appreciate the magnitude of President Jimmy Carter’s position as one of our nation’s past leaders. No matter how much time has passed since the photo was taken, the historical significance was brought back to life. While the moment with my grandfather may have been brief, the captured photo would stand the test of time. Man, I wishfully thought, what I would give to experience a moment such as that

 

  1. Historical and heritage connections

With an increased appreciation for history, I soon began to view the idea of this subject, as it related to both sides of my own family, in the same manner. Little did I know how two historical categories, that of my family and United States presidents had yet another moment of intersection. My realization of one of them; my grandfather’s photo with Jimmy Carter, had recently occurred when I discovered a second timeless piece of captured history. This one in particular happened to date back to decades earlier than the late ‘70s photo, November 16, 1955 to be exact. This date was nearly the 3rd year of  Dwight D. Eisenhower’s term as our nation’s 34th president. 

Eisenhower was yet another one of the 13 faces on the front cover of my Presidential Dollars Coin Collecting Kit book. However, it was not his face that was associated with this piece of family memorabilia. While this artifact may have been in a frame, as photos are known to be, it was not in photograph form. Instead, it was used to protect and preserve a letter on official White House stationery. The letter was to thank my great-great grandfather for a gift he sent to Eisenhower. It was given when The President happened to fly out from a Pennsylvania airport that was owned by my great-great grandfather, and in close proximity to Eisenhower's farm in Gettysburg. 

For me to instantly associate this possession with President Eisenhower was all thanks to my newly acquired president book. At the bottom of the typewritten letter was Eisenhower’s official handwritten signature. It was the same signature I had gotten used to seeing on his profile page within the book. As a 6 year old, I felt some pride in my ability to detect his name from the signature. This, along with my awareness of how his tenure in office lined up with the letter’s date, was proof of knowledge I was beginning to acquire with this interest in President history. Not only was I enjoying the new world of information, I was getting something beneficial from it, as well. 


  1. Campaign consciousness 

The timeline of my increased base of Presidential history knowledge created a sense of awareness toward Presidential-related events of that era. As the month of February transitioned into March of 2008, the year’s Presidential election primaries were heating up in the Democratic party. The once-favorite to win, Hillary Clinton, was in a highly contested race against a one-term senator from Illinois. His name was Barack Obama and he had taken the country by storm with high energy, sparked from his representation of hope and change for the nation.

Such enthusiasm for his campaign put a spotlight on the Obama campaign’s efforts, even before it was officially announced the year before. His tight lead in acquired state delegates was very commendable, especially since Hillary Clinton had spent the prior 16 years in the national spotlight, as both a U.S. senator and former first lady to Bill Clinton, our 42nd president. Though her last name was polarizing, its undoubted recognition was a key starting point in 2008 presidential primaries. This factor served the same purpose for me in that moment in time. 

I experienced a burgeoning understanding of how those present moments in 2008 were shaping history. There would be an inevitable “first” in presidential campaign history, regardless of the primary outcome between Barack Obama and Hillary Clinton. Either the first woman or African-American would become a major party’s nominee for President. Though this was the first election I was attuned to, I had historical context to appreciate the significance of each possibility. Though I had no knowledge of the policies each candidate presented during their respective campaigns, the most obvious thing being offered was a broken barrier of opportunity.

This much-needed shift in the status quo offered our nation a new path of leadership. It was one that would look different from the past presidential faces on my collection of books, posters, and news clippings. Yet there would be one familiar face, among those of former presidents, who was positioned to be a big factor in the 2008 democratic primary election. Though nearly 8 years had passed since his last term, there was a chance for him to enter back into the White House in a different capacity. 


The end result:


Looming large over Hillary Clinton’s 2008 presidential campaign was a man who, 16 years earlier, was once at the center of his own. Bill Clinton brought along campaign experience from multiple levels of government and ultimately reached the highest one of the United States presidency. Adding this amount of experience to the campaign trail can result in a mixture of benefits and baggage. Within the decades worth of wisdom and lessons learned are the inevitable shortcomings that linger in the conscience of voters. For me, a then 6-year-old, I was free of many of those preconceived notions toward our past Presidential figures. I viewed each of them through a lens consisting of basic personal facts, which mostly lacked any politicized controversy. I sometimes wish I kept that same point of view, but realize, as an active voter, there is now a responsibility to consider the whole truth of our past, present, and future leaders.

None of this was on my mind when I learned that, on Saturday April 12, 2008, I would have the opportunity to meet our 42nd president, Bill Clinton. I will never know just how my grandfather, the same one who was photographed with Jimmy Carter, managed to get me, himself, and my mother into a Greenville, North Carolina hotel reception room for this opportunity. The setting was not an ideal one for a 6 year-old boy to be on a Saturday morning and I was by far the youngest individual standing in that reception space. In addition to my age, the blue seersucker suit I wore was another way I stood out among the other 20 or 30 people in the room.

As we stood there and waited for President Clinton’s arrival, I remember having a pretty laid back view toward the whole experience. I now assume the prolonged standing and waiting made an impact on my excitement levels. Thankfully, I had an option of time occupation with the book I held in my hands. My mother and I reached a mutual agreement to bring my book fair purchase of Presidential Dollars Coin Collecting Kit for President Clinton to sign. While waiting, it was natural for me to flip to the page dedicated to his presidency. Looking at his personal signature embedded on the page under his photo, I was already picturing where his eventual handwritten one would be placed.

I was distracted long enough to lose myself in what was written about the man I was moments from meeting in-person. In some ways, I felt as though the meeting had already taken place. From the time I had invested in reading and learning there was some familiarity established. In hindsight, and with a more mature understanding of human beings, the broad, kid-friendly information from my readings barely scratched the factual surface of a complex figure from U.S. history. I can recognize how my subdued feeling of “been there, done that” was simply a front for the nerves I was in desperate hopes of hiding, but would soon have no choice of being uncovered.

What happened next, once President Clinton strolled in with his secret service team leading the way and following behind, was honestly a blur to me. The two main things that stood out to me were his tall height and attire of a navy sport coat atop a tie-less button-down shirt, khaki pants, and ostrich-skin boots. This outfit was something I had never before seen him wear in pictures and videos, most of them, if not all, were from his time in office. Maybe this was just what former presidents wore, I considered. Whether his presidential status was “former” or not, the weight of having had such a position was palpable when he entered the room.

Known for his ability to exude a strong sense of magnetism amongst any crowd of people, a master class of this trait was on full display from President Clinton that morning. While nearly every other person flocked over toward his direction, I remember staying back to avoid the rush of fully-grown individuals. The waiting, it appeared, would have to last a little bit longer. “A little bit longer” is also how I would describe the one-on-one moment I shared with President Clinton soon thereafter. 

Upon his arrival, President Clinton worked his way through the crowd in an efficient manner. His mix of handshakes, hugs, and photos allowed for maybe 10 to 15-second meeting intervals with those who crowded. However brief, I am sure the impact was long-lasting and that each individual felt as though they were the only one in the room. I watched it all unfold from a distance and felt his aura grow with every passing second. My anticipatory feelings trended in the same direction. Whether it was my age, blue seersucker suit, or location away from the tightly formed circle around him, I stood out just enough for President Clinton to make a b-line in my direction. 

I am thankful for the photos that helped keep this experience alive over the years, since my awe-struck state of mind from that day has clouded many details from actually meeting President Clinton. While, yes, it would be nice to remember exactly what was said and the entirety of our exchange, what was done carries much more weight. With several photos, along with an autograph and brief handwritten note in my book, these keepsakes serve more than mere evidence of this occasion. They have ultimately helped produce my sense of appreciation and valuable perspective for the rarity of such an experience.

Less than a year before April 12, 2008, I had no idea what the title of “United States President” meant. For a 6 year-old, the perspective I had toward that 9 or 10 month period is closer to how I now view 9 or 10 years. The aforementioned steps, taken in an even shorter span of time, boosted both levels of interest and knowledge, which happened to go hand-in-hand. Back then, while experiencing each one, I did not yet have the capacity to recognize their rapid progression. Such a pace would not have been possible without the awareness and recognition from those closest to me. Thanks to them, I was never without the support and encouragement to pursue my newfound interest. I was ultimately able to express it by sharing the President Clinton experience with my fellow classmates.

The show and tell session involved a scrapbook of the photos taken on April 12th, 2008, campaign pins I received that day, and some news articles about Clinton’s visit to our area. Many of my classmates did not understand the materials as anything too special, nor were they able to recognize who the tall, grey-haired gentleman was next to me in all those photos. Yet none of this put a damper on the opportunity to proudly recount my experience. The pride toward this passion was only scratching the surface back then, nearly 18 years ago. Though it has ebbed and flowed over the years, and is in an endless battle with cynicism, I am grateful for its existence and the motivation it has given me to now share it with you. 





















Saturday, January 31, 2026

Tom Hanks Movies: The Narrative of Nine Series

 The Narrative of Nine:  Tom Hanks Movies

How nine movies from the filmography of Tom Hanks helped get me through the year of 2020

Thursday, November 21, 2019 - A Beautiful Day In The Neighborhood

Pain consumed my thoughts when I stepped out of the car, or when I stepped anywhere, for that matter. Though the feeling did not start from a psychological place, it was creeping into that category with each and every ache. I was 18, for goodness sakes. It made matters worse to know I should not be experiencing such a feeling at that age. Nevertheless, it was no mystery as to how I got to that place. The physical activity of weight lifting put the blame right back to myself. It had become more habitual, a process I underwent because, well, it was part of the routine. Straining myself had its benefits, yes, but just as present were the inevitable moments of improper technique.

I had no reason to cast blame on the weights. I put it all on myself, as the one who lifted them without the proper care and attention. It is safe to say my mind was not in the best place this particular evening. It was the first time I remembered struggling to find enthusiasm for a moviegoing experience. It definitely was for a movie I had been wanting to see for quite some time. The other members of my immediate family shared my initial wish to see A Beautiful Day In The Neighborhood. So much so that we drove longer, just to watch the film’s early release, before our local theater made it available the following day. Instead of anticipation for the film, my backache was what my mind obsessed over during most of the half-hour trip to the theater.

It is never a great thing to be distracted going into a movie-watching experience at the theater. I was aware of this as I walked in and knew there was a risk of a distorted view of the movie. What I failed to remember was how an avenue of distraction is one of the most vital components of going to the movie theater in the first place. The moment’s physical and mental obsession was no match for the larger than life presentation of moving pictures and a compelling story. At the center of it in  A Beautiful Day In The Neighborhood is Tom Hanks, starring as the iconic children’s TV personality, Fred Rogers, most notably known as “Mr. Rogers.” The sense of calm and care represented by Rogers has served generations of people, both young and old. While the movie was not a full-fledged biopic of Fred Rogers, it had an even better impact by covering a specific moment in his life. It was a time where the very best of himself had the power to spread and ultimately transform another individual.

Initially feeling the heavy baggage of cynicism was the character who eventually experienced the power of Fred Rogers’s pure goodness. Though it took hindsight to realize this, I also was dealing with some cynical hurdles of my own. My doubts toward the power of cinema and its powerful force of distraction was a definite source of those obstacles. Even if the character’s struggles were far more complex than mine, my over-exaggerated feeling put me on a similar page. From this, I was better suited to empathize with the clearly misguided way the character handled his circumstances. When they eventually came around to benefiting from the Mr. Rogers encounter, I felt as though I, too, had felt the pull of Fred's aura of positivity. 

My thoughts were gently guided into a more peaceful space by experiencing A Beautiful Day In The Neighborhood in the theater. I was very glad to have witnessed yet another Oscar-nominated Tom Hanks performance on the grandest stage. Had he not replicated the Mr. Rogers character in a realistically natural manner, I am sure my newfound headspace would have been short-lived. Instead, I left the theater and headed to our parked car with the thought of “Tom Hanks is such a great actor!” This was verbalized to my family as we left and a discussion around his past work began in earnest.

As the chat around his legendary filmography progressed, my parents clearly had a more substantial connection to his career. In thinking of it, I was amazed to realize how his performance in A Beautiful Day In The Neighborhood was the only live-action one I had ever seen. Being aware of Hanks’ work and A-list stature was just scratching the surface of appreciating his skill as a performer. Devoting the time to sit down and immerse myself in a story he was part of telling was the only way to appropriately do so. Selfishly, the feeling of relief from my refreshed outlook was a major factor in deciding to indoctrinate myself in his career. The first step in doing so occurred the following morning when, during my workday lunch break, I typed “Tom Hanks books” in the Amazon product search page. I was less than a year into my rebirth as an active reader for pleasure. It had become natural for me to seek out subjects that piqued my interest. From that , there was a willingness to invest the resources to purchase the books, and the time to read them.

I came across one that seemed to be exactly what I was looking for. It was a biography titled, The World According to Tom Hanks: The Life, the Obsessions, the Good Deeds of America’s Most Decent Guy. With one half of the book centered around his personal life and background, the other gave a movie-by-movie breakdown of his filmography up to the year of 2018. With Christmas less than a month away from that point, the book was the first item on my list. Officially starting the book coincided with the new year and a routine was developed to read it. As a freshman in college, my spring semester was set to begin the second week of January and my daily class schedule began at 9:30 a.m. As an early riser, accustomed to classes at 8:00 a.m., I would be able to take my time in getting the day started. Reading The World According to Tom Hanks was a very enjoyable way to do that. 

As the first month of 2020 and my spring semester progressed, I neared the end of the book and reached the portion of his filmography coverage. Having never seen a majority of the performances I was reading about, the way in which they were described built a high level of enthusiasm to change that. 


Sunday, January 5, 2020 - Golden Globe Awards

Just before my literary introduction to Hank’s wide range of work commenced, there was a more brief and completely visual one. Coming off his performance as Fred Rogers in A Beautiful Day In The Neighborhood, it was a busy awards season for Hanks, who earned both Golden Globe and Oscar nominations for Best Supporting Actor. While there was no guarantee for Hanks to step on stage to accept that award, which Brad Pitt ultimately did, there was something even more impactful waiting for Tom Hanks. As the 2020 recipient of the Cecil B. DeMille award, Hanks would be honored not just for one amazing performance, but a career full of them. The award, which is meant to highlight a performer’s outstanding contributions to the world of entertainment, signifies a sense of longevity and impact., both of which Tom Hanks has embodied as well as any other recipient. This portion of the ceremony was the main reason I chose to tune in to the ceremony. By doing so, I was schooled on an impressive slate of films, shows, and performers from the year of 2019. The education continued and became even more enjoyable when it came time to honor Tom Hanks. With the help of a three minute montage of some top moments in each of his films, I was enthralled. Its orchestral score added another layer of depth to the different emotions he portrayed in each clip. It made every moment in the montage seem as if it were a climactic moment in those films.

The glimpse into each movie, though it lasted only a few seconds, had me dialed in and wanting more from the characters Hanks played. My fascination continued and grew even more when Tom Hanks took the stage and gave his acceptance speech. The manner in which he spoke was full of appreciation for a life and career he clearly loved with all his heart. It was evident that every part of himself was given to those roles he played. In my pursuit to view each one, I knew I would be in for a treat. 


Friday, January 31, 2020 - Catch Me If You Can


With new knowledge toward the background of Tom Hanks, I became even more impressed with the kind of career he carved out for himself. His triumph from the common struggles for a young actor was all thanks to his unmistakable level of passion for the craft of storytelling. What can be deemed as more uncommon, as it relates to many in the Hollywood industry, are his good-spirited qualities as a human being. Since The World According to Tom Hanks covered this personal realm of his life first, my investment in him as a human being was established from the book’s opening pages. He became more than just a famous name or face when I was given a glimpse into his human qualities. My appreciation for Tom Hanks, the man, grew as I progressed through this portion of the book. 

By the time I reached the second half of it, which focused on the films and the character(s) he played in each one, I was all-in. Though I recognized several of the film titles as part of our societal lexicon, and was even familiar with their synopsis, the diversity of his roles is what stood out to me. To begin the process of seeing his work in full, I went to Netflix and searched “Tom Hanks” to see if any of his work was available on that platform. Appearing first was the poster for the 2002 film Catch Me If You Can. The image of Hanks’ character chasing after the one played by the great, Leonardo Dicaprio, was not what caught my eye at first. Instead, it was the words “leaving soon” highlighted in red, just under the movie title’s position on the poster. “Soon” in this case meant the very next day, which happened to be the final one in January. 

With the 31st being a Friday, it was the ideal opportunity to watch Catch Me If You Can just in time. From the moment it began playing, I was hooked. Its jazzy score, composed by the legendary John Williams, was the background to an entertaining opening credit sequence. Featuring a cartoon outline of the two main characters, it accurately depicted the constant chase through various stages of life, which Dicaprio’s character cons his way through. As if the movie did not have enough credibility established with its two A-list main characters, the opening credits concluded with “directed by Steven Spielberg” flashing across the screen. This was going to be fun. Not only was the tone set in the opening credits, both visually and musically, it was kept from the movie’s beginning to end and continuously built up to that point.

Beyond the flashy scenery on the screen, however, there was a deeper, more troubling narrative under the surface for the movie’s two prominent characters. Similar to A Beautiful Day In The Neighborhood, Tom Hank’s character was not the lead. It is another supporting role for him, albeit, a prominent one that is close to a 1B instead of a number 2, behind Dicaprio’s clearly-defined 1A position. While Hank’s FBI agent character is in pursuit of the con-artist, played by Dicaprio, it becomes clear how each character is after something more complex. For DiCaprio's character, Frank Abagnale, it is the sense of escape from turmoil in his family life and the desire of validation. For agent Carl Hanratty, played by Hanks, he craves something akin to this in the professional realm of life. So much so that his personal one loses position as his top priority. The wish to professionally prove himself, by catching the elusive Frank Abagnale, becomes an obsession to him.

In the two months after my experience with A Beautiful Day In The Neighborhood, I did more than read and learn about Tom Hanks. As an 18-year-old, I was continuing to do the same thing for myself. This exploration came through my own professional endeavors, which was also in the world of creativity, though at a much smaller scale. Self-publishing my first novel and promoting it for others was an exciting venture. Part of making it such was the sense of notoriety associated with any form of promotion. While it was for the book, and the story I told between its covers, my name was on the front one and my photo was on the back. Simply put, there was a lot of “me.”

By putting myself out there creatively, I was exposed to the opinions of other people. Some of these individuals were those I knew l, but there were many others I did not. To see the positive reception became an intoxicating feeling, making the initial leap of writing a book well worth doing. As time went by and the “congratulations” flowed with every interaction I had, my mind began to reassess the true meaning behind them. Was it for the work itself, or the idea of having done the work of writing a book?  A certain level of insecurity crept into my thoughts with those questions. Without any clear answer, I felt its impact in my approach to promoting my work. My concerns were centered around my self-image and the lack of confidence in my abilities. 

In watching Catch Me If You Can, this dilemma was fresh on my mind, especially after taking part in a book-related speaking engagement a few hours before watching the film. Its representation of doubt-based obsessions were recognized from my perspective as a viewer, especially as someone who was dealing with those of my own. Helping me face the possibility of their negative consequences was the external destruction they caused in the movie. While such thoughts start as an internal battle fought within, it eventually seeps out to impact those around us. Though this kind of wake up call was an entertaining one to consume as a viewer of Catch Me If You Can, I had no way of preparing myself for another one, which would be much less enjoyable. Nearly 6 weeks later, it would introduce itself to all of society.


Thursday, March 12, 2020

After a few weeks of an increased spread around the world, the coronavirus pandemic suddenly hit home. As more and more Americans were infected on U.S. soil, one of its most beloved members announced their diagnosis. When Tom Hanks and his wife disclosed this information, shock waves were sent and spread just as quickly as the virus was starting to do. In those early stages of the pandemic’s existence, the many unknowns made it easy to think of the worst possible scenarios about Hanks’s prognosis. How serious was this? Was he going to die? In light of the recent discovery I made, regarding what makes Tom Hanks great as both an actor and a person, such questions were hard for me to contemplate. Knowing that my indoctrination to his body of work was just beginning, it pained me to wonder, was this really the end for a true national treasure? Thankfully, it was not the end of Tom Hanks, who made a full recovery. It was, however, just the beginning of an extended period of social distancing and, for me, the time to immerse myself in one of the best screen acting careers there has been. 


1990s:

Sleepless in Seattle / You’ve Got Mail  

The approach of choosing two Tom Hanks movies from three different decades was very easy when looking at the 1990s. While this period did include Hanks at his career peak, earning him two consecutive academy awards amid his run of classic films, two of them were in close relation to one another. Among his amazing selection of diverse filmography in this run of 90s success came a wide range of characters to often lead each movie. While their genres usually varied, the one of romantic comedy was seen in two prominent films of this decade. Tying the knot of familiarity even tighter is the fact that both movies happened to feature Meg Ryan as the co-lead with Hanks. Sleepless in Seattle and You’ve Got Mail may be two of the same genre-wise, but the characters portrayed by Hanks in each film are vastly different when viewers meet them. 

In Sleepless, Hanks plays Sam Baldwin, a widower who, along with his young son, deals with the absence of both a wife and mother figure in their family unit. Baldwin’s somber outlook is unmistakable and understandable in the beginning stages of the film. Viewers can see his display of despondence in all areas of his life represented on screen. For Tom Hanks as an actor, there is a perfect balance of maintaining an active presence as a father and professional, despite this circumstance of loss. Even though many of his key emotions are inaccessible, he never fails to dig deep and find those a young son needs from his father. As a viewer, I never interpreted this as an obligation Sam Baldwin had to do, but a role he willingly did with an open heart. Though it may have been a broken one, there is clear evidence of its existence.

When Baldwin finds himself live on the air of a radio call-in show, his vulnerability pours out in a raw display of emotional honesty. The well-performed monologue from Tom Hanks brings the character’s broken heart to the surface in a subdued manner. From this, I could deeply feel Baldwin’s longing for love, along with my growing levels of sympathy. It became clear how others in the film, who happened to hear him live as it unfolded, felt the same way. Meg Ryan’s character, Annie Reed, was among them and became transfixed on Baldwin’s every word. 

I can confidently believe her facial expression of amazement and heartbreak mirrored my own when I watched this scene. While the feelings of Annie Reed came from her own complicated relational standing, mine were solely based in the difficult times thrust upon society as a whole. As a pandemic spread throughout our nation and the world at large, the sense of despair was palpable. While social distancing was maintained, it was hard to separate from its harsh impact on those from which we were supposed to stay away. Upping the importance to do so, and the dire nature of those times, was the factor of health risks at the forefront. It was a pandemic, after all, and its infectious nature left countless individuals without more than their usual routines. For many, it took the people who were involved in them. It is safe to say that, as a viewer, watching Hanks’ initial despondency on screen was a close imitation to life as it was in March of 2020. As the film’s narrative progresses, Sam Baldwin follows suit with a pace he deems best. Even though there is inevitable discomfort associated with healing, the grace in which Tom Hanks represents this process helped prove its possibility, even amid life’s heartbreakingly tragic moments. 

In a matter of a few days after watching Sleepless in Seattle, I deemed it appropriate to follow it with another Tom Hanks and Meg Ryan rom-com partnership, seen in You’ve Got Mail. Coming 5 years after Sleepless, the film features Hanks as Joe Fox, a wealthy business owner of a family-run chain bookstore. Despite the professional success, there is a certain level of discontent bleeding over from a once intimate personal relationship grown stale. The shrewd nature of his business persona is easy for Joe Fox to access in reaction to this circumstance. Joe’s distorted life outlook inspires a motivation to retreat from his life away from work. To do so, his choice of an online chat was still a relatively novel one in the year of 1998. By the year of 2020, connections within a cyber space rose suddenly morphed into the preferred method of communication for many people. 3 months into that 2020 year, there would be no other safe alternative to proceed with work and life.

Though it may have been preferred before the pandemic, the other direct options of connection were still at our disposal, even if many did not choose them. When left with just one option, those limitations can create a suffocating feeling of confinement. The resulting human reactions to this can easily become a reflection of our less desirable qualities, similar to those “less desirable” 2020 circumstances.

While it was to a much lesser extent than what came from a global pandemic, Hanks’ character in You’ve Got Mail, Joe Fox, dealt with his own version of being cornered by the realities of life. Amazingly, what enabled Fox to express a more appealing side of himself, and experience a valuable sense of redemption, was the alternate outlet of cyber communication. In a time where this method of work and life was all we could rely on to keep moving, watching this performance sparked a much-needed feeling of hope. For the first time, I believed in the possibility of my own better nature, as well as that of society, to break through, even if it was done in an indirect manner behind a screen.



2000s:

Cast Away / The Terminal 

The impressive ‘90s  run for Tom Hanks would prove to seamlessly carry over into a new decade and the 21st century’s 1st year. With all the technological talk associated with “Y2K” in the lead up to the year of 2000, the main environment of Hank’s only film released that year, Cast Away, was a stark contrast to such concerns. The space where Hank’s character, Chuck Noland, finds himself, and the new pace of living for which he was forced to resort, was a far cry from where we find him at the movie’s starting point. In both the literal and figurative sense of distance, the physical space is evident and remains the same from the moment he washes ashore. What continuously grows throughout Noland’s stranded experience is the space based in emotion.

The opening moments of Cast Away show Chuck Noland as a man in high demand and full command of his team of Fedex employees. Overseas and far from his partner, it is clear how this duty is one he reports to proudly and with a high level of expertise. With a job, and overall life, where time is always of the essence, what happens when that obsession is completely wiped away?

The question had never been easier to answer at the time of my first viewing experience with Cast Away in 2020. Hank’s hectic performance through the lens of Chuck Noland seemed quite extreme when watching it through my pandemic point of view. It was well developed and lived-in several weeks into a time of complete disarray and separation from what was once the “norm” in my own life. Due to this, I related more to the version of Chuck seen at the start of his prolonged period of isolation. It was not by choice, of course, similar to the real world scenario of 2020. To understand this character, I did not have to crash into the ocean on a work-related flight, as Chuck Noland did in Cast Away. From my understanding came an important level of appreciation for his chosen response to this event. Stuck in a predicament most would have been left wondering, “now what?,” Noland spent very little time asking such a question. Instead, he began putting together some form of action to do something, anything, to better his chance of survival.

There was nothing unique about my thoughts in the first weeks of a global pandemic. The word of emphasis here is global, after all. Instead of drowning in the waves of worry, as I saw so many others doing, I hoped to spend the extra time developing and implementing my own survival plan. While Chuck’s motivation was based in avoiding starvation, mine was to keep the thoughts of fear-based negativity from taking over. It all came down to routine and keeping myself busy. Oddly enough, it came down to having somewhere to go, even if it was a different room under the same roof. 

Tom Hanks’ character in the next film I chose from this decade, The Terminal, maintained this philosophy to a tee. Once again, we see an individual, this time with the name of Viktor Navorsky, stuck in an unfamiliar environment with little hope or timetable for resuming his journey. The travels of this character are not business-related, but are set around personal inventions to fulfill a promise for his late father. Coming to America as a foreigner, the mix of optimism for new opportunities is crushed when immigration issues arise and Navorsky is kept from exiting JFK airport in New York City. When the prospect of a delay with no apparent resolve enters into the character’s lexicon, a rush of uncertainty washes over his face. No dialogue was needed to interpret such feelings. Encapsulating them to perfection was Tom Hanks, who brought me, as a viewer, along on his journey to fill the extended time.

For someone unfamiliar with American culture and the landscape of options to consume right there in the JFK airport terminal, there was a wide-eyed sense of wonderment toward the uncharted space. Though the predicament put Viktor Navorsky in a tense situation of discomfort, the small observations he took in with fresh eyes were performed with a desirable level of purity. Not only did this infectious nature ingratiate himself with most characters he met in the airport, such a quality came across the screen and reached a high level of appeal for me as a viewer. 

With such a bleak societal environment in the year of 2020, never had it been easier to fill myself with a jaded outlook. Though our bubbles of isolation kept a physical distance, our digital connectivity allowed for a close understanding of those who were experiencing an onslaught of loss. Even if my own difficulties did not expand beyond the limitations of social distancing, my levels of empathy still managed to grow as time progressed. With that came a deeper understanding of the brutal realities of the unrest countless individuals were facing. 

While times seemed dark and answers were well beyond my reach, the acting choices of Tom Hanks in The Terminal proved the choice of light, sparked by the wonder of curiosity, was always a viable answer. When circumstances were beyond my control, such as they were for Viktor Navorsky, I had to discover the things I could control, just as he did. This was shown in the routines he created to keep busy amid his delay. With them, he suddenly had a place to go within the airport’s confines.  Limited to my own household at that moment, I was inspired to make the most of my days by filling blocks of time with specific routines to complete. This structure not only helped pass the otherwise slow-moving time, it gave me a purpose to fulfill and a mission to accomplish. The results promoted a healthy dose of motivation when I arose to begin each day, determined to make the time within it worthwhile. 



2010s:

Captain Phillips / Sully 

Within the routines of life, the basic action of rising to begin each day can become easy to take for granted. When a rhythm is created, a sense of comfort is often born from such familiarity. The drawbacks from this continue in the area of expectation, especially when it involves that of a global audience of viewers. Those with an invested interest in Tom Hanks’ output of work grew to heights very few actors had ever seen up to that point. With a string of 7 consecutive movies grossing over $100 million from 1992 to 2002, Tom Hanks was on the A-list of bankable movie stars. While the career upsides greatly outweigh any other factor, unrealistic standards can often come with unprecedented success. All it takes is one movie to underperform, or, in Hanks’ case, gross under $100 million dollars, and suddenly another, less-desirable narrative is added to the lore of an actor’s career.

The 10 year period of less memorable work in the filmography of Tom Hanks led to a new era of his career. In it, Hanks would prove to rekindle an avenue of acting he had done only one time at that point; portraying a real person on-screen. He would go on to do it masterfully. 

The representation of those aforementioned routines of life were evident within two characters Tom Hanks played in the 2010s decade, Captain Richard Phillips in 2013’s Captain Phillips and Chesley “Sully” Sullenberger in 2016’s Sully. Even those who have critical job responsibilities, such as captaining a U.S. merchant ship in Captain Phillips, or piloting a commercial airline in Sully, can start going through the motions from years of daily repetition. This does not mean those performing the professional tasks do so haphazardly. The characters of Philips and Sullenberger certainly do not portray any lackadaisical approach in each film. Instead, there is a high level of precision and care they perform with an obvious level of ease. It came off as nothing short of impressive, given the high importance of those key roles.

The sense of naturalism Tom Hanks exudes in these opening portions of Captain Phillips and Sully heightens the film’s eventual stakes even more. It is all due to the realistic feeling of what he performs. The level of attention required to make a performance believable is second to none. For one with such specificities toward the intricate nature of a job and its terminology, the film’s script can only do so much. It is ultimately in the hands of an actor to ensure credibility is upheld. 

As a viewer, I was on the side of both Richard Phillips and Chesley Sullenberger from the start. Having seen each of them take the proper precautions and undergo the more scripted parts of their daily preparation, it was amazing to witness their use of improvisation amid desperate and dangerous circumstances. In Captain Phillips, these began when it is noted that Somali pirates are an ever-present threat in maritime space. For an ocean liner, such as the one Phillips was captaining, to possess such valuable cargo, a massive target was placed upon the vessel. When the pirate group took their aim, it was a bullseye hit on the massive ship. Despite the efforts from its captain and crew, each following their protocol for such an attack, it was not enough to fend them off. 

As it relates to the next film, Sully, the actions required from a pilot amid a plane’s engine failure are certainly quite extensive. When such dire events unfold, however, those plans can fall to the wayside. In such a case, the only remaining thing is the experience and instincts of a pilot, relying only on their experience and overall ability to mix protocol with improvisation. This combination was seen in harrowing moments from the film’s edge-of-your-seat emergency landing scene. The results, leaving the plane in New York City’s Hudson River, may have been life-saving to its passengers, but the key narrative focus of Sully shows how they were nearly career-ending for Sullenberger, its pilot. As a string of tense conversations and hearings follow this event, all of which focus on the jeopardized state of his career. Through all of this, Tom Hanks is the embodiment of reasonable stress portrayed through the required tone of professionalism. Such consistency of calm under intense pressure was an obvious trait he honed through his many years of piloting. 

Both films drop viewers, like myself, into real-world events of unforeseen proportions. The power of the “based on a true story” component to each movie made way for even more buy-in on my part. The lived-in nature of each character played by Tom Hanks is what reveals the mastery of his craft. It was impressive to see how the tedious ins and outs of each job continued when both Phillips and Sullenberger dealt with the unplanned external factors. Heightening the believability, and overall fascination, was how Hanks maintained such levels of expertise amid those dire circumstances. It was almost as if it had to be real footage of the actual event unfolding. 

The only way these technical components of performance are held together is when there are emotional stakes at their core. Believability in one’s representation of a job can only do so much to make viewers care. While important, it is simply a surface-level quality of a movie’s ability to connect with an audience. What sustains this is when the motivations of a character are rooted in relatable human qualities. I cannot think of any actor who represents this very thing, both on and offscreen, better than Tom Hanks. In my view, his everyman quality is in a league of its own.

When this consistent aspect to Hanks’ approach to life and work becomes a reliable source of empathy, my ability to connect with his character is enhanced with each and every role. For these two in Captain Phillips and Sully, my eyes were opened to the value of calm amid chaos. By choosing this over the natural, easily accessible instinct of panic, those around us can feed off of this choice. While life or death may not often be on the line for many of us, our opportunities to progress forward and help others are always on the table. 

 

Saturday, June, 6 2020 - Saving Private Ryan

“Pain consumed my thoughts” … the same line, used to begin this project, is an ideal one to start its conclusion. While I had some experience with the kind I felt back in November of 2019, connected to the lower back area, this was something entirely different. The only upside to this pain was that it was expected … normal even. It was not the kind where I questioned how an 18-year-old could possibly feel so sore. It was the kind associated with 24 hours removed from a wisdom teeth removal procedure. This was just a part of the process I had some time to mentally prepare for. Yet no matter how much I braced, its impact still managed to strike like lightning.

Feeling its flash with any inch of movement, I thought the choice of sitting down to watch a movie would be an ideal approach. Not only would it help me keep still, I figured the movie-watching experience would provide a sense of comfort, as it successfully did in the months prior. Choosing yet another movie from the filmography of Tom Hanks, I was positive the comfort was a surefire guarantee. Browsing over those I still had not seen at that point, a significantly narrowed list from the beginning of 2020, the Saving Private Ryan title stood out among them all. Yes, I was aiming for comfort, but in seeing this, I knew I would be in for something else. Saving Private Ryan, released in 1998, was much more than the first Tom Hanks and Steven Spielberg collaboration. Their connection would eventually lead to 4 more feature films for Hanks to star in under Spielberg’s direction. It was a joint effort that many, especially after watching the film’s finished product, were left wondering, what took them so long?!

In one of the opening moments of Saving Private Ryan, American soldiers were featured in combat as the World War II beach invasion in Normandy, France was displayed through those powerful performances. The execution of this scene was unlike anything that had ever appeared on a movie screen to that point. In the years since, there are few instances, if any at all, where the violence of battle comes across as it does in Saving Private Ryan. For a film of this magnitude to commit to an effort such as this, the painstaking care and detail was recognized on a worldwide scale. 22 years after its release, it was recognized by me, as well. My strategy in pursuing this viewing experience was no longer aligned with gaining a sense of comfort. It was to take in a historic event on the exact date it occurred 76 years earlier. How fitting, I thought. 

The comfort I thought I needed was no match to the events displayed in Saving Private Ryan. Making them come to life was Tom Hanks. I was not watching the “America's dad” or “favorite uncle” version of Hanks, which I had witnessed in most of his other films in the lead up to June 6th. Rather, I found myself consumed in a character study of military Captain John Miller, who reckons with the ultra-traumatic impacts of combat. Tom Hanks managed to emulate the balance of internal strife with the external fortitude needed to lead his squad throughout an endless array of warzones. Such chaos in these environments morphs into the same categorization in his mind. Its impact can only be internalized but so much and becomes a triggering factor for Miller’s stress. The external representation of this comes out in the moments leading up to, or just after, the various spurts of battle.

Cinema’s influential power broke through the screen and straight into my conscience when the horrors of war were amplified through this performance. For Captain Miller’s circumstance to have this level of impact on his ability to do his job and simply live his life, it really put my own “pain” in perspective. For me, there was a recovery process and, though it was just starting for me, an end was in sight. I could rely on a timeline to reach the other side. For those who experience the trauma of war, any process of recovery is far from concrete. There is a lifelong component those individual people are left to grapple with. It would be a much farther stretch to even think about associating my temporary situation with one of more permanence.

Had my cinematic cynicism not been put to death back on November 21st of 2019, I would have not bothered to make any attempt at a renewed shift in point of view through the means of film. When eyeing the Saving Private Ryan title and ultimately pressing “play”, I believe something meaningful was at the core of my decision. I can now realize how it was beyond an anniversary date or a chance to check another box on my Tom Hanks movie watchlist. Rather, it was the understanding of my need to enter another, more consequential world. The belief I had in its ability to transform my state of mind broke through the horrific elements of the story at play. Amid such madness, hints of beauty broke through as I considered the power of such sacrifice and bravery. A sense of light was packaged with this, which I happily allowed to expose my darkened thoughts and eliminate their threat.

In hindsight, I recognize this moment in time, the opening months of 2020, as society’s own desperate search for healing. With everyone on their own individualized journey to this goal, the timeline to achieve it was known to vary. For many, it is still ongoing nearly 6 years later. To acquire respite amid those unprecedented and unpredictable times, the work of Tom Hanks made way for the consistency I craved. It was as if a key, granting access to the most decent qualities of human nature, was hand delivered from Tom Hanks. Throughout the collective range of genres, stories, as well as tragedies and triumphs within them, his presence was a dependable guide to carry each film to its satisfying conclusion. Even when a film did not have the classic storybook ending, the satisfaction came from their accurate depictions of life. Aside from an intriguing story and Tom Hanks performance to give them life, I wondered if other feeling-invoking factors were at play. 

In an era where it is easy to get washed up in a steady stream of chaos, having an outlet to normalcy is an effective survival technique. I had a long-standing view of “normalcy” and would usually place it in a higher tier than nostalgia. It was not too far into this Tom Hanks viewing journey for me to begin pairing each term closer together, not only in the same tier, but nearly the same thing altogether. The complexities between them help provide something more valuable than a couple of hours of entertainment. My choice and ability to provide such detailed reflections of these movies, nearly 6 years later, is the ultimate sign of this level of impact.

With an inability to stop time and its evolving nature, the things of this world will naturally come and go. What remains as a cultural touchstone is the power of story and the craft of those who devote their lives to telling them. While Tom Hanks is one of a countless number of talented individuals who have done so over the course of history, his approach, spirit, and overall ability, is one of a kind. It is a kind that, in this day and age, we have never needed more. To spend a trying moment in history with his presence he graced on screen, a beacon of light shined down on life’s possibilities. I came to understand and appreciate how it was not only possible to maintain goodness in the not-so-good circumstances, it was a form of civic duty to our fellow man. To serve others can come in many forms. For Tom Hanks to have chosen that of performative storytelling, I, and the world at large, will be forever changed for the better. 



(Photo Credit: A Beautiful Day in the Neighborhood)